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    Friday, November 13th, 2009
    11:44 am
    Tuesday, January 13th, 2009
    8:32 am
    On the day after...
    On the day after getting a colonoscopy (there I can type it now) do not attempt to drive a stick shift in rush hour traffic.  And don't even pretend you're going to make it all the way to San Francisco.  And when you are lucky enough to be able to make it to the downtown Amtrak station, do not then press your luck by walking to the nearby Starbucks to stand in line for a tasty beverage.  Because even if you survive standing in line, you still have that long walk back to the train.

    Feeling feelings in places I didn't know I had places.

    But at least I don't have butt cancer.
    Tuesday, December 30th, 2008
    9:05 am
    A Christmas Story
    Here's a sweet little old-timey Christmas story that has been running through my head for a few days.  Listen to the audio instead of just reading the transcript if you can.

    http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=5028755

    He talks really slowly so I was glad that I use this plugin http://www.enounce.com/myspeed.php to speed up flash audio and video player playback.
    Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
    8:14 am
    The Gutless Wonder
    Sinfest

     
        This, too, was the title of a book by Trout, The Gutless Wonder. It was about a robot who had bad breath, who became popular after his halitosis was cured. But what made the story remarkable, since it was written in 1932, was that it predicted the widespread use of burning jellied gasoline on human beings.
        It was dropped on them from airplanes. Robots did the dropping. They had no conscience, and no circuits which would allow them to imagine what was happening to the people on the ground.
        Trout's leading robot looked like a human being, and could talk and dance and so on, and go out with girls. And nobody held it against him that he dropped jellied gasoline on people. But they found his halitosis unforgivable. And then he cleared that up, and he was welcomed to the human race.
     
    Kurt Vonnegut, Jr., Slaughterhouse Five

    Thursday, May 1st, 2008
    12:58 pm
    Note to self
    Do not clean out your keyboard with a can of Dust Off when your lunch is sitting next to you.
    Tuesday, April 29th, 2008
    8:13 am
    Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
    8:46 am
    Today's lesson
    A man was walking through town one moonless night when he came upon Nasrudin studying the ground by the light shining from an open window.

    When he asked Nasrudin what he was doing, Nasrudin informed the man that he was searching for a coin he had dropped.

    Out of kindness and curiosity, the man began helping Nasrudin search for his lost coin.

    After several fruitless minutes of searching the road and the brush alongside it, the man asked Nasrudin if he was certain he had dropped the coin here.

    "No, I dropped it near that corner over there."

    Surprised, the man asked "Then why in the world are you looking here instead of there?"

    "Well, the light is better over here," replied Nasrudin.

    And the man was enlightened.

    *In the original telling of this ancient folk tale, the part of the townsman by Richie Rich and the part of Nasrudin was played by Jackie Joker.
    Thursday, March 6th, 2008
    8:37 am
    Plasterkatz in Stockton on March 8th
    Plasterkatz are playing in Stockton on March 8th

    Blackwater Cafe
    912 N Yosemite St,
    Stockton, CA 95203
    7:pm
    $7 cover
    All ages

    They'll be on early, so people will have time to get home.

    Playing with a couple of local bands:
        Main Street Players
        Abandon Theory

    Pass the word...
    Monday, February 11th, 2008
    8:43 am
    MC Chris
    MC Chris is touring the west coast even as we speak.  Tonight in Humboldt, Seattle on the 14th, Berkeley on the 18th.
    http://mcchris.com/
    Friday, January 18th, 2008
    11:51 am
    Brezny 1-15-08
    I like this guy. I like to say I don't believe in astrology, but I believe in Brezny. His newsletter this week covers The Shadow and I think it is particularly well worth the read.

    http://home.ezezine.com/756_3/756_3-2008.01.15.19.39-html-now.jpd.rss.html

    SHADOW SCHOOL )

    SHADOW SCHOOL

    You're a gorgeous mystery with a wild heart and a lofty purpose. But like all of us, your psyche also harbors a portion of the world's sickness: a mess of repressed longings, enervating wounds, ignorant delusions, and unripe powers. It has been known by many names, including demon and devil. Psychologist Carl Jung called it the shadow. He believed it was the lead that the authentic alchemists of the Middle Ages sought to transmute into gold.
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    "I am superior to you only in one point," Narcissus tells Goldmund in Hermann Hesse's novel Narcissus and Goldmund. "I'm awake, whereas you are only half awake, or completely asleep sometimes. I call a man awake who knows in his conscious reason his innermost unreasonable force, drives, and weaknesses, and knows how to deal with them."
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    Astrologer Steven Forrest has a different name for the shadow: stuff. "Work on your stuff," he says, "or your stuff will work on you." He means that it will sabotage you if you're not aggressive about identifying, negotiating with, and transforming it.
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    "You have to recognize the demons or else they'll annoy you like mosquitoes. But if you acknowledge their existence, if you say, 'All right, here's a cookie, go sit in the corner,' then you can go about your work and you don't have to go into depression because of it."
    --James Broughton, as told to interviewer Jack Foley in The Alsop Review, "Big Joy: Octogenarian--An Interview with James Broughton,"
    tinyurl.com/k4ech

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    "The unconscious sends all sorts of vapors, odd beings, terrors, and deluding images up into the mind; for the human kingdom, beneath the floor of the comparatively neat little dwelling that we call our consciousness, goes down into unsuspected Aladdin caves. There not only jewels but also dangerous jinn abide: the inconvenient or resisted psychological powers that we have not thought or dared to integrate into our lives."
    --Joseph Campbell, The Hero With a Thousand Faces

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    The shadow is not inherently evil. If it is ignored or denied, it may become monstrous to compensate. Only then is it likely to "demonically possess" its owner, leading to compulsive, exaggerated, "evil" behavior.
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    "Whatever is rejected from the self, appears in the world as an event," said Jung. If you disown a part of your personality, it'll materialize as an unexpected detour.
    Everyone who believes in the devil is the devil.
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    "Nothing determines who we will become so much as those things we choose to ignore."
    --Sandor McNab

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    "There is no generally effective technique for assimilating the shadow. It is more like diplomacy and is always an individual matter. First one has to accept and take seriously the existence of the shadow. Second, one has to become aware of its qualities and intentions. This happens through conscientious attention to moods, fantasies, and impulses. Third, a long process of negotiation is unavoidable."
    --Daryl Sharp, Jung Lexicon: A Primer of Terms and Concepts;
    also available at tinyurl.com/znxn3

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    "The shadow is not only the dark underside of the personality. While much of it consists of inferior, primitive, unadapted, and awkward qualities, it also contains vitalizing instincts, sleeping abilities, and positive moral qualities that have long been buried or never been conscious. These unacknowledged personal characteristics are often seen or hallucinated in others through the mechanism of projection."
    --Daryl Sharp, Jung Lexicon: A Primer of Terms and Concepts;
    also available at tinyurl.com/znxn3

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    "The best political, social, and spiritual work we can do is to withdraw the projection of our shadow onto others."
    --Carl Jung

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    "Suffering can't be avoided," James Broughton told Jack Foley. "The way to happiness is to go into the darkness of yourself. That's the place the seed is nourished, takes its roots and grows up, and becomes ultimately the plant and the flower. You can only go upward by first going downward."
    --James Broughton, as told to interviewer Jack Foley in The Alsop Review, "Big Joy: Octogenarian--An Interview with James Broughton,"
    tinyurl.com/k4ech

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    The alchemists said the magic formula for enlightenment was Visita Inferiora Terrae Rectificando Invenies Occultum Lapidem, or "Seek out the lower reaches of the earth, perfect them, and you will find the hidden stone" (the treasured Philosopher's Stone). Jungian psychologists might describe the process this way: Find the ignorant, wounded parts of your psyche, perfect them, and you will awaken your hidden divinity.
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    "The great epochs in our lives are at the points when we gain the courage to rebaptize our badness as the best in us."
    --Friedrich Nietzsche

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    In the best-known version of the Greek myth, Persephone is dragged down into the underworld by Hades, whose title is "Pluto." But in earlier, pre-patriarchal tales, she descends there under her own power, actively seeking to graduate from her virginal naiveté by exploring the intriguing land of shadows.
    "Pluto" is derived from the Greek word plutus, meaning "wealth." Psychologist James Hillman says this refers to the psyche-building riches available in Pluto's domain. Hades, he says, is "the giver of nourishment to the soul."
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    The goddess Hecate also lives in the underworld. According to poet Robert Graves, she is the mistress of sorcery, "the goddess of ghosts and night-terrors, of phantoms and fearful monsters." On the other hand, he notes, Hecate "presides at seed time and childbirth; she grants prosperity, victory, plentiful harvests to the farmer and rich catches to the fisherman."
    How can a single deity embody such seemingly contradictory archetypes? Graves: She symbolizes "the unconscious in which beasts and monsters swarm. This is not the living hell of the psychotic, but a reservoir of energy to be brought under control, just as Chaos was brought to cosmic order under the influence of the spirit."
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    In the New World, it won't be your material wealth that will win you the most bragging points. Nor will it be the important people you know or the deals you've swung or the knowledge you've amassed or your mate's attractiveness. What will bring you most prestige and praise in the civilization to come will be your success in transmuting lead into gold--how thoroughly you have integrated your shadow and tapped into its resources.
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    Here's a corollary to Jesus's injunction to love thy neighbor as thyself: "I will love the dark, difficult side of my neighbor--not just the attractive, friendly side--and I will encourage it to express itself in constructive ways."
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    "If only it were all so simple! If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?"
    --Alexander Solzhenitsyn, The Gulag Archipelago

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    Ancient legend says that a giant cobra--normally a fearsome predator--shielded Buddha with its expansive hood as he meditated in the wilderness during a terrible week-long storm.
    Thursday, December 6th, 2007
    11:54 am
    Fido
    I just finished watching Fido, a cute little zombie flick that some of you zombie buffs might want to catch.

    It's after the Zombie Wars and the zombies are either collared with a device that keeps them docile slaves or locked outside chain link fences that surround the towns.  Shaun of the Dead meets Leave it to Beaver.  Not uproariously funny, but definitely worth a watch.

    http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0457572/
    Sunday, October 14th, 2007
    3:41 pm
    Laser Dance Matrix status update
    So I started browsing through the hackaday.com archives a couple weeks back and found myself highly inspired to Make Things. Gods how I miss Making Things. One of the projects that interested me was the laser DDR pad here http://www.applied-sciences.net/laserpad.html. I thought about it for a few days and I realized that there were only 3 circuit boards left on their site for sale, so I figured I'd snatch those up and let them sit around for a bit while I found the time to do the rest. Anyway, $130 later I have a soldering iron and all the parts in hand or on order to finish these puppies up, except for the frame materials. I've soldered enough parts onto one of the boards to make sure that all the base systems are functioning - lasers light up, cds cells detect light and trigger the switches as expected. I need to do a ton of soldering and laser keychain modification and then mount it all in a frame still, but it's coming together and I think it just might work.

    I scanned the circuit board and instructions before I started soldering in case Applied Sciences discontinues the boards entirely.
    Read more... )
    Friday, October 12th, 2007
    12:07 pm
    Merry Crowleymas Everyone!
    The Great Beast, 666, To Mega Therion, or Uncle Al as I like to call him, is celebrating his 132nd birthday today.

    Yay, happy birthday!  Yet another Libra in my circle of friends.




    Current Music: Just my fountain and the clicking of my hard drives
    Friday, October 5th, 2007
    2:42 pm
    OSX on a PC
    Giggle.  A couple days ago I installed Mac OSX on a spare drive in my AMD64 desktop machine.  My processor does not have the special SSE3 instruction set, so it goes pretty slow.  It didn't find my keyboard or network cards, but that might have just been my ignorance of OSX.

    The instructions are here:
    http://www.tech-recipes.com/rx/964/install_osx_tiger_on_intel_usb_drives_windows

    The utility links on the page are inaccurate:
    http://www.gmgsystemsinc.com/fau/
    http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyID=6430f853-1120-48db-8cc5-f2abdc3ed314&DisplayLang=en

    And you need to add a command line argument to dd.exe to make it raw write to a hard drive.

    And the drive image here on emule:
    ed2k://|file|Vmware%20Mac%20Osx%20x86%20Hdd%20Image%20Vmware-Ind-Tiger%2013.08.2005%20Tar.bz2|1383030913|C8804D0CE700479D9EE0255681E4B244|/

    I have not found a good image on bittorrent yet.

    Have fun.  It's worth the thrill.
    Thursday, September 6th, 2007
    8:49 am
    Links
    Long ago in a job far away, I had the time to aggregate, organize and comment upon the interesting things I found on the internets.  Jobs changed, communication channels multipled, life happened.  But I never stopped finding interesting things to share.  I have hundreds of links that I put in my "to share" bookmarks list but I've never gotten around to posting them in the three places where my friends might find it.  So in the future, here is where all of my linky finds will be published.

    http://del.icio.us/Rant93
    or
    http://del.icio.us/rss/Rant93

    Don't know why I didn't do this before.

    I think if you have a paid Livejournal account, you can add that rss feed as a friend.  I'm not an RSS expert by any means, but I know that there are many ways to get reminders when a feed changes.
    Sunday, August 12th, 2007
    3:12 pm
    Two reviews
    The wives and I saw "Stardust" on Friday while Crazy Uncle Lyle came and watched the kids.  It was lovely, interesting, pretty movie.  Kinda sappy but the wives dig that.  A few belly laughs, which is something rare for me in movies these days.  I think we give it three thumbs up.

    We ate at On The Border - a sit down MexiCali restaurant near the theater that we've always wanted to go to and we had a coupon and OH MY GOD IT TASTED LIKE SHIT!  Well, not like shit, per se, more like Chef Boyardee mexican food.  Everything was overly sweet and tasted like it was from a can.  The meats tasted like they were precooked and frozen.  And it was too expensive.  The margarita was good though.  We give it six thumbs down.

    Just thought I'd share.
    Friday, July 20th, 2007
    12:26 pm
    12:15 pm
    en Politically Incorrect Truths About Human Nature
    Excellent article.  Remember, you are only about 10% as rational as you think you are.

    http://www.psychologytoday.com/articles/pto-20070622-000002.xml

    ...

    Human behavior is a product both of our innate human nature and of our individual experience and environment. In this article, however, we emphasize biological influences on human behavior, because most social scientists explain human behavior as if evolution stops at the neck and as if our behavior is a product almost entirely of environment and socialization. In contrast, evolutionary psychologists see human nature as a collection of psychological adaptations that often operate beneath conscious thinking to solve problems of survival and reproduction by predisposing us to think or feel in certain ways. Our preference for sweets and fats is an evolved psychological mechanism. We do not consciously choose to like sweets and fats; they just taste good to us.

    The implications of some of the ideas in this article may seem immoral, contrary to our ideals, or offensive. We state them because they are true, supported by documented scientific evidence. Like it or not, human nature is simply not politically correct.
    ...

    Friday, June 29th, 2007
    11:16 am
    Veggie Orchestra
    This one's for you chilipantz

    http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1763642

    Site is generally nsfw although the video is safe.
    Sunday, May 20th, 2007
    7:17 pm
    Cherries!
    Anyone want some cherries? Come by and rake a pound or two off the tree. Oh, and strawberries too. Not enough time to pick and eat them all either. Not as crazy as the cherries, but there are some going to waste which makes me sad.

    I don't know if it's the bird flu or the groovy white trash wind chimes I made by hanging cut-open soda cans from my tree, but this is the first time I have ever had an actual crop of cherries on my tree. It's crazy. Cherries for days.

    But there is a dark side...

    I have only a short ladder, so most of the cherries are far higher than we can reach. Anyone have a Very Tall Ladder we could borrow for a day? We can repay you in cherries and kind words.
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